It suddenly struck me how stupid ive been
thinking that one day i would be seen.
Revolving around you with all of my heart,
deep down knowing that one day we'll part.
i always pushed all nagging thoughts away,
Just so i could have one more day.
i pieced my broken heart over and over again,
but this time i just stare at where its lain.
Maybe i hope ill end up being numb,
Maybe i wish that day would quickly come.
But all i know now is I wanna run away,
Run away and then keep you at bay.
It seems like the only way to let you go,
is to hide from you and then stay low.
Slowly forgetting that i love you,
And banishing all hopes that you might love me too.
*coughs* COPYRIGHT!! haha.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
goshh. i haven blogged in more than one month! haha. must have been the craziness of studying and the killer exam period this sem. just briefly speaking, this sem's exams are the WORST in my whole life and im not exaggerating. seriously. haha. my brain was like dulled or something. and i totally flunked my econs. lets hope everybody does badly then i will love the bell curve. haha. but ive put it all behind me! :) from next sem onwards, every sem get a CAP of 5 can already. yupp yupp! :)
siao.today my block had the fogging of dustbins. haha. when i stepped out of my house to meet shang for lunch. OHH MY GODDD. it was the aftermath of the scene of a battlefield. just that instead of dead bodies, its dead cockroaches, some still struggling some still alive. YUCKSSSSSSSSS. seriously, every step i take, i had to avoid a disgusting wriggling YUCKY insect. i almost ran through my block. its damn freaky. i always feel like growling deeply when i see cockroaches. i remember last year after the fogging, there were so many cockroaches crawling around the lift lobby that i couldnt even go close to it. i scared that even if i rush into the lift, the cockroach might come in before the doors close. and the thought of being in the same lift with a live cockroach just give me the creeps. *shudders* so i had to climb the stairs. WALOW. 13 storeys just cause of stupid eerie cockroaches. they are like number one on my hated list.
anyway, went to spontaneously watch wolverine today. it was quite a short movie. umm. i really dunno why people swoon over daniel henney. haha. i didnt think he looked good here. his hair was a bit weird. i think he looked a bit better in samsoon. :) well, hes not my type. haha. i might get clobbered by a lot of people by saying that. haha. anyway, wolverine was okay. i liked the love story that binded the whole plot together. :) but i think it lacked in one area, it showed too little awesome mutant powers. i think i love the original x men series more. or maybe cause i dont feel like i got into the atmosphere. after all, i watched it in eng wah cinema which i hate the chairs. its those you must put something heavy to keep the seat down. walow. i kept dropping my things cause of the stupid chair. GV is still the leading cinema. love it. im gonna boycott eng wah. haha.
speaking of movies, i also watched taken the another day. its niceeee. i like it. :) although it exposes like the dark side of smuggling prostitutes, but the action-packed scenes were like damn cool. and liam neeson was awesome :) just like jason stratham was in transporter. just cool man.
yesterday went out with hanger to get alana's present. spent around 2 hours in the arcade. wooooo. haha. been long since i did that. missed playing daytona. and im so proud of my arcade bball!! yayyyy. i got 430! haha. :) but i can only be that accurate in the arcade. haha. put me in a real bball game and ill be scared. think i just scared people bump into me then i fall and my ankle crack again. haha. thats why i love sports where theres a net between opponents :) like tennis and badminton and other racket games. hmm. then at night, met up with emmy and joyce to chill and chat :) went to some jap place to eat then go gelare for waffle night!! haha. chocolate overload was a bit bitter. i thought it would be ultra sweet but it wasnt. the honey malt ice cream was sweeter. but goshh i better drink more water these few days. if not a sore throat will come.
went k box on monday!! :) with shang, jian rong, han xian and van. woooo. sang 7 hours and didnt feel like i was gonna lose my voice after that. long time no sing!!! haha. enjoyed myself although i sang a lot of rubbish songs i never sing before. and the last part we went crazy, just singing english songs all the way. haha. :) at night, i caught enchanted again on vcd. yay love that show. its so nice and fairy-tale like but like a dash of reality also. its just nice and sweet :) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (okay that was supposed to be like giselle humming a tone but of course, i cant show tone variation using just words -_-).
i read in the "why men dont listen and women cant read maps" that men can imitate animal sounds super well. haha. no wonder someone can imitate pip the chipmunk so lifelike!!! :) heeee.this post-exam period is gonna be exciting!! im not planning to get a job other than tuition. im gonna learn dancing! yay! :) after 2 and a half long years. hope my old bones dont crack. :) meeting up with a lot of old friends and friends to keep. and reading my 11 books that i borrowed from the library yesterday. woohoooo. my chinese novels and my love psychology books. DAMN EXCITING. haha. at least i got something to read on my travelling journeys which otherwise just waste my life away.
ohh. and i finished playing ace attorney!!! woohoo man. thats a great game!! :) thanks fabian!!! yay.
gonna play and be happy till the 29th when results come out. haha.
forever and ever. :)
